I wanted to stay through the skit night last night, but I felt exhausted even before the skits started. I knew that I had to go home and sleep by then. I wish I could be there and do more, but my body told me that I couldn't.
most would think having a child is a very joyful thing, but i'm so burdened by it. I pretty much don't ever consider for my own health, and now i have to pay attention to the little one's health. That puts a lot of limitation on what i can or can not do. and i don't like that. I hope my kid doesn't ever see what i'm posting here coz it's gonna get to traumatized haha.
I think indeed i'm a free-spirit person and I just don't like to be bounded. That's actually pretty selfish. Love others can be quite difficult that way. I'm thankful that i'm learning how to care for another life through experiencing limitation...
It's so hard being a woman! No one's used to living, eating, doing for themselves plus one..well until they're pregnant of course haha.
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