Day 19.

I am tired. I was/am half ready for school. Today was a day of God providing :) I feel that I received a lot of love today and I find myself racking my brains trying to see if I did any loving today. I realize that as awesome and great big acts of love are, that doesn't mean smaller acts of love are any less important. Sometimes it's all the little things that make you smile longer. Or maybe that's just me haha. Being back at school really makes me wonder how this 365 Days of Love is going to work out. I'm scared. I'm so ehh at school.

I usually email/write to my friend, but haven't since the summer cause I suck. I love writing long emails and getting them! So I finally wrote a semi-complete one to my dear friend. I hope I get back into the groove of things. By the time I got home my mom was in bed. I guess her shoulder's been hurting so she had one of those heat packs on and she asked me to reheat it for her which I was able to do without hesitation. Yeah, I usually whine or take my time cause I'm a lazy fool. I love you for putting up with me, mom. Let me tell you, animals are one of the easiest living things to love. Dogs are great! Their love for their owners really makes you smile and laugh. With Roxie getting old, she's more calm about things. But with Tigger, he's all hyped up running laps around you, jumping up and down, following you, running on to your lap when he gets home. And when you're doing your own thing, he'll remind you that he wants some attention and loving my pawing at your hands and feet and shoving his nose and face into your hands. If you give him all your attention and tire him with belly rubs, he lies content in your lap or right next to you. I'm gonna miss Tigger. Humans are too proud to scream for that kind of attention..and if you do, you're too dependent and needy. Imagine we provide that love from the beginning without any prodding? Everyone will be content with their bellies up!

Sorry if this blog was all over the place and doesn't make much sense! Haha I'll get some rest

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