Day 86.

At my family church, the girls throw a tambourine performance every holiday celebration. So right now we're getting ready for Easter. Recently..sort of..my mom asked why one of the younger newer girls hasn't been added onto the group. I had asked her if she wanted to do join us last Christmas and she was down for it. But the next week she wasn't cause she gets stage fright. I told her I understand the feeling and I wasn't going to force her to do it, but at the same time I didn't want her to feel left out. So I asked her again last week if she wanted to join us for Easter and she said she'd do it. She isn't the easiest to be around/teach so I mentally prepared myself for the task ahead. Today was the first lesson and it wasn't so bad. I taught her a few routines on the side one on one. I've been ehh and settling with not having a relationship with some of the kids at church, but what good is that? God, I'm gonna need you.

HAHA.