Day 34.

Saw a homeless man on the train and offered him my bagel I had, but he pointed to his mouth and said something like his teeth can't handle it. He asked for change, but I told him I didn't have - oh how it helps to be broke! But I have my Don't Walk By resource cards and gave it to him..I hope it helps.

I found out the day before that one of my close friends was going through a recent break up. I went over today to keep her company and to talk and all of that. To be honest it was hard, not because I've never seen her so broken, but because I felt like there was no point in me being there other than my physical being. I felt like she could've been talking to anyone. I know I'm being really selfish and I'm sorry, but whatever I said she disregarded and ignored. She would just cut me off sometimes and I just felt like I wasn't worth anything. I know she's hurting really really bad and I don't know how that feels so I'm just being a jerk myself. I feel like I have nothing to offer when people go through break ups. All I got is..just move on and get over him cause you don't need him. Ha! What a fail. I suggested she stayed over so she can be in a different environment and get her mind off even if for a little bit. I don't think it helped. And I kind of fell asleep on her..sorry..

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